I see this so much and at one time I was you getting so lost in loving a man so much, you end up sacrificing yourself. Forgetting about your worth and value, not keeping in mind you are worth so much.. He stops calling and so full of excuses but he says he loves you, he says he cares for you and you are valuable to him. And you are friends, and he will never let anyone come between the two of you. But his words and everything he says shows he truly don’t care about you, or do he value you because if he truly did. He would make sure without excuses, that his actions line up with his words.
He swears it is nothing about you that makes him act indifferent, but he can smile and be extra friendly and go out his way for other women.. But you are the one that supposed to mean so much to him as a person. But yet he treats you as a second option like he is missing something, and showing you he thinks someone else is better than you believe his actions woman. And stop believing his words, that aren’t true and let that man go. Because he don’t deserve that unconditional sacred unwavering love you have for him. He doesn’t deserve the loyalty and the way you watch out for him, because he certainly don’t watch out for you are protect and value your feelings like you do his.
Be healed and know that any man that means what he says will show you in truth. He won’t have no excuses at all and prove he is real, and if he truly want you in his life he will make sure you are there without no doubt. Making it clear that his word is bond, at the end of it all we have our word. And we must learn to value and honor our word in truth. Just be honest all the way around. Because a prideful man is never one you can break women, so don’t even try to. His standards are set so high. That a good woman can be right before him, and his pride will cause him to miss his blessing. God will send you a grateful good man, that will think you are good enough in each way. So until then gaurd and protect your heart and never settle for anything than the best!!!!!