Live out Your Purpose

When he said “I am starting to see this life from a bird’s view”. Ermias Tha Great a.k.a Nipsey Hussle💙🏁 I believe he knew his work was just about done. One thing about God is He is beyond awesome, every human is born with a purpose. And one thing for sure is God is a promise Keeper, He will never let you leave your work undone. God is also a PROTECTOR, and JEALOUS God… So much so that He will never allow anyone to suffer more than they can handle, I know at 34 years old I have been through some storms. Since birth I have been dealt things I know I was meant to endure, because I was equipped to do it. There are times I get exhausted and yet I push, because I am not empty. Those things that used to bother me and cause me to tremble I see differently, things that would make certain people throw in the towel or look for pitty for I cannot pitty anyone and I won’t hand it out either. I remember one of the moments in my life, when I felt as if life was over. I cried for days and I didn’t see myself here now, I just knew I wasn’t going to make it. But, with God. My Brother. My Uncle. My Mom. My ACE. My Cousin. And most of all me I am here, I am stronger and wiser and I will push anyone in my view to the best version of themselves. Remember God holds all Power and you are connected to Him, so tap into that ENERGY and LIVE your Purpose. Make sure your work isn’t left undone, there will be plenty of time to sleep when God speak the words it is Finished. I command those feeling like throwing in the towel, and feeling like your life is over because you are confronted with change that causes you FEAR to do it scared. To Love in truth, to respect all you meet, to lose the anger, lose those things that are draining you. Stop lying, stop pretending. I am not saying be perfect, I am saying live in your truth and do it in a loving respectable way that your light will be energy to those who have lost their zest or spark. Believe in you when no one else does on earth, be your own cheerleader and remember God is pushing you and behind you and beside you and leading you every step of the way. Remember the power your tounge holds and know that you can, and you most certainly will do all things through Christ who is your strength and biggest support system.

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Who am I?

I am a imperfect human being that will never hide my imperfections. I’ll never pretend to be this perfect human, because no one on this earth is or even exist. We can just strive to go HIGHER and be a bigger and better version of ourselves and on that path to better, we will make mistakes and slip it’s called learning. One thing about me Ebony Dawn Love I will always be this senstive being, I will live and die a empath. I’ll never allow anyone or anything to take that part of me away, because that makes me exactly who I am. Peculiar, wise, misunderstood, test me you’ll meet the LIONESS in me. I believe in RIGHT!!! That’s why after God I’ll always correct me when I am wrong. That’s just who I am that REAL!!! I know God exist and LIVE, I guarantee I upset Him at times because I allow things to get to me too deeply but I am only human. I also guarantee none of this separate me from HIM!!!! I rather live in all my truth then to hide anything, I learned a long time ago my only mission is to please God to the best of my ability. Sometimes good spirits are tested the most and that’s because God knows we can handle it!!!! No matter what we can handle it through stress, pain, let downs, persecution, and broken heart we can handle it and we will always bounce back to GREATER and BETTER on a HIGHER level elevated with more POWER!!! It’s the unbreakable CONNECTION!!!! 💙

I desire to see more love in this world it’s simply too much hate. Too many people adding more pain to one another with their selfish acts, women being broken down mentally, emotionally, spiritually. By selfish men who only think of themselves, let’s not forget about the disloyalty that runs rampant in this earth realm. When truth is all a woman like me wants to do is LOVE deeply, and give selflessly as much as I can. Not one to look for anything in return, but the same LOVE and genuine RESPECT that I give. But, I always have to keep in mind that everyone heart ain’t like mine. But, that’ll never get me to doubt the change in this world that can be, and that comes with people laying down their selfish ways. Stop lying and live in your truth, but most of all do it in pure LOVE with respect and value for others and honoring the next being existence. Stop being darkness, stop draining others, stop taking from people like they owe you something. Be honest with people, and when you blessed to meet genuine good people cherish them. Because they are very precious and valuable so keep them close, and don’t push them away with your selfish ways and throwing your indifference towards them. Because truth is every spirit and soul do matter, make sure you planting good seeds and nurturing the next being a light. And remember it never hurts, to check on those strong ones and ask them are they okay? Because truth is just to know a person care in truth, can nurture and be healing to a soul that might need that extra push and encouragement. This is who I am and what I give, and pray to start seeing it more in this world and truth is it starts one by one so pay it forward.

2AM

For the last few nights I have been up way past time simply because my mind won’t stop moving. He has been on my mind the good and the bad, wondering what do you do when you understand a person response. But don’t understand their reaction, everything from the last few years are coming back to me. I am reminded of the pain because of him, being anywhere close to him brings up the pain.

Truth is I took time to try to get rid of something that won’t leave, you cannot make anyone see they are supposed to be in your life. You cannot make anyone see the pain they have caused, when they are simply too selfish. I haven’t been the only one to bring this word to life regarding him and it is truth. The most selfish, stubborn, prideful, good, loving, awesome man I have known. Everyone has two sides to them and it is simple hell that I know them both, when you love someone you love through the good and the bad. He took my heart and soul from me, I love him so much it hurts. And I mean that literally it is painful, it is a thought process of why? Why will my heart not let him go, I know the answer is because I am supposed to love him. He is supposed to be in my life I need him to be there so much, that it simply aches every inch of my soul. The love for him gave me reason and helped saved my life, when it simply felt hard to breathe. Even though it hurts so bad, I have to let him go. He don’t deserve this love and he’ll honestly never find one like me, that will be loyal as I have and understanding. No more, I am tired, you cannot win with a prideful and stubborn heart. There is simply nothing else left to give, Dear God please heal. Please restore and rebuild and don’t allow this pain, to be inflicted off on others. Don’t allow not understanding to cause unwanted questions. I am more than worthy to call friend, I am worth it to get to know. I am a good woman who is beautiful and loving, I am a soul with a heart who matters. I am fearfully and wonderfully made, I am awesome and a good loyal woman. I will have s support system around me, one who shows no jealousy. Ones who don’t gossip, or do horrible backbiting and tearing me down as a human. I will be blessed with family who isn’t blood, that will Love and cherish me through the good and the bad.

I am not afraid to let go anymore of anything or anyone who is toxic, I am not afraid to let go of people who cause me to question my worth and don’t understand my value. I know it is okay to love from a distance, especially if you have tried to exist in peace more than once. It is okay to be free of anyone who hurts you, and has shown you nothing but pain and selfish ways.

To Know You

To know you was like a dream and full with many great things. A gift to the universe with a heart so big and pure, one of a kind special and real. A teacher, a friend, a encourager, a listener full with patience and inspiration full of light and love for the world. Called for something greater than you could ever imagine, to know you is a blessing full with truth and one could never  understand. What valuable lessons one learned and how empowering it is just to know you.

A woman lost and scorn heart literally clawed at by what she thought was real love. When fact is she didn’t really know love until you a true friend she was to you. The walk of strength and courage full with wisdom, all wrapped up with perfection in you. Created by a higher Power, that left a light so bright in you that even the stars couldn’t outshine you. To know you is to know someone so remarkable, a kind and loving most of all caring soul you are. Who helped a lost soul find her worth, and gain more strength. Who pushed her for the better with encouragement, when she didn’t even believe in herself and the connection/bond. Made her want to be even more  stronger, braver, bolder, and truly more courageous!!!! She wanted nothing more than to love you forever, what she saw in you was grace it is what made her care for you deeply she saw your heart of truth.

She saw your heart that’s what she became connected to. She saw the beauty of the Highest Power within you, she saw inspiration and a new smile of happiness in you each day she was in your presence. Her voice became silent as she listened humbly in submission, a woman of respect and courage listening to wisdom… She didn’t want to miss nothing a new lesson learned everytime she heard you speak. She saw a prince a true son of a King, she saw love and someone Highly Favored! What she saw in you was some thing incredible and unshakable, cannot be created twice one of kind you are and forever will be. To know You what a honor she is for ever grateful, to know you is a blessing one she will cherish a kind heart with a gentle and giving spirit.

When enough becomes enough!

I have always been a writer and started writing poetry at a young age… I am a thinker who goes beyond the surface. I am realistic and a very humble being, who sees truth for what it is. My view has always been black and white. Adding color a long the way from my heart I have always been kind, and a giver at times I feel I give too much!!!! But, I realize that will never change and I will always be me… My point is this, many will try to figure you out or spend time judging you on what they think they know. But, when will enough become enough? And you get to the point where you get delivered from the opinions of others?

°There will come a point in life when you have to distance yourself from the naysayers and doubters.

You have moved forward not looking back but yet everytime you turn around, someone reminds you of your past mistakes…. Let them go!  You will never be able to accomplish all the great things you have inside of you. Allowing people to hinder your growth judging you based on your past. Some people will actually see you doing better and literally hate it, because they cannot face the fact that you have changed and deserve a chance. Don’t allow people to disqualify you or make you feel anything less than the best that you’re! You have a right to walk in all your greatness, without anyone holding old things against you or judging you on your situation and things you have been through.

°Stop judging people and learn to love them in truth! No one has the right to play God!

We all go through and fact is no one on this earth is perfect.  If people would spend less time judging and more time helping to build one another up. The world would be a little more better, but some people would rather tear one another down. I always do my best to touch on topics that are true….How do I know they’re true?  Because at one point I was you…….. I believe people truly underestimate the power that they can sometimes hold. Words hold power and instead of using them to build.  People often use them the wrong way and that’s when “Enough Becomes Enough” and people should learn to be more aware of the words they speak. Judging someone off their difficulties and obstacles don’t help the person. Especially if you have never walked a mile in their shoes. Better yet if you had to put their shoes on, I am sure you would keep yours instead. Never forget there is always someone out there with a story greater than yours.  

°Allow love to win°

Be encouraged no matter what you maybe going through . Don’t allow situations and most of all people to hold you back. They may know where you came from but will never understand your now. Until they catch up to you and who you’re, and not who you used to be! If they don’t learn to love them from a distance. Because those who truly love you and care for you, won’t work against you. And their actions and not just words will show just how much they love you!!!!